why

it's always like dat.. jus when i tot things are going well and smooth, something must happen to fuck it all up.

dunno where im standing.. lookin for a direction to follow.. maybe all this was caused by myself.

why must it always end up in ppl getting hurt... fighting with our inner self.. fighting to let it go..

bummer

woke up early this morning to sent wen off. actually she woke me up instead. apparently my alarm clock rang but i switched it off and went straight back to sleep. luckily she heard the alarm and woke up. otherwise she would have missed her flight and bad things happen when ppl miss flights. felt sad when i went back home without her.. suddenly missed her alot and wished she didnt have to go. well consolation is it's only gonna be for 3 days. short trip. she'll be back on tues and im looking forward to picking her up at the airport.

slept until 2 in the afternoon.. i needed the rest. been rushing and stressing myself for the whole wk and couldnt get a proper sleep until today. went out to catch night watch during the evening. it's an interesting show.. nice concept. sort of like star wars and constantine lumped together. jus dat this time, the little boy chooses to join the dark instead of the light. the show ends there but night watch is jus the first part in a 3-part series. wonder wat the next 2 parts are gonna be abt.. probably focusing on the young kid or sth.

song playing in my head: oasis - stand by me

a long time coming

woah seems like forever since i last updated this thing.

im finally done wid my int spec course as of this fri!! got a truly deserved (and appreciated) 1/2 day off on fri. spent the afternoon salvaging whatever brain cells i could. felt like my head got fried this past 2 wks.. everyday was requirements after requirements after requirements. never a dull moment at smi.

all being said and done, im gonna miss the guys there. gonna miss all the early mornings rush to camp, meeting at the canteen at 0715, rush to eat then rush to smoke then wait at the training shed for roll call. our lecture and exercise marathons and late nite utopia/blog/email/msn updates at the common room.

but well everything comes to an end and an end is but a new beginning. lookin forward to heading back to scsc. now its gonna be rush to camp, rush to change, wait for first parade. some things jus never change in the saf. corporate culture la wat to do.

tired...

been overloaded with work lately.. late nites at plc.. coupled with nearly a whole wk not getting enough sleep. boy, the third stripe sure is hard to earn.. but for the 200 bucks increment, i must tahan.. tahan.. tahan..

funny thing is, its always when im busy that i tink of all the things i wana do.. like getting my driver's license and taking sats. when i was in scsc i never really treasured all the free time i got. i notice the trend is always like dat with me. maybe this course was meant to be a reminder for me to get off my ass and do something useful when im in ns.

tmr is the start of another wk.. gonna be a siong wk with 2 exercises coming up. im expecting to be staying in quite a bit.

2 more wks to go.. and counting down!

amanda ling!!

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Originally uploaded by bvqeblf.

finally its up ladies and gentlemen!!

wine company

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Originally uploaded by bvqeblf.

was after the electrico concert, we went wid ernest's fren to a place called the wine company to chill.

nice place, very deserted, not much ppl noe but enough ppl there..

milf

this is a shout-out to all you milf-lovers out there!

Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom

Stacy's mom, has got it going on
Stacy's mom, has got it going on
Stacy's mom, has got it going on
Stacy's mom, has got it going on

Stacy can I come over
After school (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get backfrom her business trip (business trip)
Is she there?
Or is she tryin to give me the slip (give me the slip)

You know I'm not the little boy
That I used to be
I'm all grown up
Now baby can't you see!?

Stacy's mom, has got it going on
She's all I want, and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see? You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but,
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom, has got it going on
Stacy's mom, has got it going on

Stacy do you remember
When I mowed your lawn (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out
With just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me
From the way she stared (way she stared)
And the way she said
"You missed a spot over there" (spot over there)

And I know that you think its just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out
Your mom could use a guy like me

Stacy's mom, has got it going on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see?
You're just not the girl for me
I know it may be wrong but,
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it going on (shes got it going on)
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see,
You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong, I'm in love with-

Stacy's mom, ah-oh-ah-oh
I'm in love with-
Stacy's mom, ah-oh-ah-oh
Wait a minute
Stacy can't ya see?
You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but,
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

girls, looks like your mom's your new competition!

busy busy

sorry for the long time its taking to update.. been really really busy lately with the course and all so not much time to update.

stayed back last thurs to complete the presentation and finish up my maps.. worked all the way until 1.30am before we headed to bed. well at least we managed to book out early on fri. and by early, i mean at ard 6++ pm. went to shauna's birthday chalet after dat. spent the whole nite there playing pictionary! haha dat was fun and a first for me. went back on sat afternoon to complete the presentation we did half-way.

sianz.. tmr we got the presentation and air photo test. compare this with the life in scsc and see which one is better.

3 wks more and counting down!!