delazy

"watever la"

this phrase seems to always be my reply to questions and/or conversations nowadays. cant seem to be bothered abt anything these days.. i wonder why.. wat has gotten me into this depressed state of mind. or is it simply jus laziness slipping in? i seem to have regulated my life into a cycle.. living thru the same schedule every wk. this bores me. i'd much prefer a life of so-called "uncertainty". where everyday brings abt new events and happenings. i find that kind of lifestyle more exciting. of course one can always argue that there are two sides to a coin. i'm definately not gonna argue wid that. everyone can certainly have their own opinions and preferences on how their lives should be.

on another note, i recently found the pool very therapeutical at nite. especially so now that the christmas decors are up. lying in the water gazing at the stars in the sky, the sound of water splashing and the lights on the trees. it's a beautiful sight and it gives a soothing feeling.. allows me to enjoy the nature and calmness around me. u guys should try it out. it's addictive i tell ya. ;)