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Monday, September 18, 2006

solitude..

i meet up with my friends everyday
share with them the joy and laughter
and their sorrows and depressions
i love my friends for who they are
for they make me who i am
they define my character and give me a purpose for living

but yet...

solitude still finds its' way in
through the walls i built around myself
no matter how much i run
all it takes is a descend from above

and i get pulled back through 1095 days...

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

tis is nana's interpretation..
u enjoy urself wiv frens.. but in the mean time lonely as well.. might be a sudden realisation lyk hw a wall 'descend' drops frm above.. u r running away but when it drops..u r trapped!

i tink tt everyone has their defensive nature-avoid being hurt. frens like mi with my shortie height.. erm..maybe the brick is too high for mi to look beyond.. hehe.. but hey.. if u feel reclusive abt it..i guess probably u hav tried to open up to someone but he/she does nt reciprocate(duNo hw to spell)..tt is y u laid dwn the bricks?
maybe... jus a suggestion..u can try building diff walls for diff ppl.. thn u wont feel tis way..NANA will jiayou for u de! KAMPATEH NEHZ!

bvqeblf said...

hehe.. nana meimei has a very interesting intepretation. i guess the post might have different meaning to different people because we all view it from our own point of views.

yeah you got the spelling correct =) well i only built a wall to protect myself.. i'm a selfish person mah.. but thanks nana for cheering with your pompoms!! =))))

Scorpio said...

tis is Fang's interpretation...

Maybe you should juz build a wall above you so it can never come close to you again. And yet, you can enjoy time spend with your frens... Till a day when it's able to stand next to you but not from up there, so far and hard to reach. Till then, there won't be any wall come in the way! It might take another 1095 days (time flies without us knowing)... but if it's what it takes to be there again, it's up to you to decide if it's worth it. Maybe even before you get there, another descend from above is able to break through the wall and you will never get pulled back again...

My wall is mountain high too... but sadly, the key to open up the only door is still missing...

Is my interpretation come close to yours?

Anonymous said...

aw.. missed the jackpot! shu fang's one sounded more right n practical..haha.. u la.. give open ended post..but at least nana tried using her literature skills.. haha.. lalala..

oo.. my eng is up one grade..i kNoe hw to spell correctly..wooohoo

when u say u r a selfish person.. nana will say? SELFISH POK!but today i wont.. cos tinking back.. its good tt u have a wall of ur own to protect urself..jus look at my cousin's case..she stepped into my territory n poked my ass..n i stupidly stood there for her to poke..nt knowing hw to protect myself.. hmm..so wat the HEY.. u r smarter thn JIE JIE!

bvqeblf said...

Fang - i don't wana build the wall above me and prevent it from coming close to me.. and i seriously doubt there'll be another descend from above quite like the one from 1095 days go..

Rena - nana literature skills very good! i give her a1! well i think everyone has a wall built around them to a certain extent. it's just how high and strong the wall goes..

Scorpio said...

Yeah, you are right... never will you find one dat's quite like the one from 1095 days ago... but it'll be a better one...

The problem now is... without the wall above, all you see is the image from 1095 days ago... take the chance, remove the wall around u... and I am sure you will find sth worthwhile..

bvqeblf said...

....

i guess only time will unfold what lies before me..